I sit at this screen and I am exactly where I was three weeks ago in terms of moods. Usually, people look at something and then upon trying to replicate the same action, realize that it is harder than it appears. Aware of that bias, I have to wonder how much harder the things I see are that seem impossible to me. Yet for the people themselves, they don't seem impossibly hard but doable...since they've already done it. Which leads me to wonder, if they can do things, and not I, and according to the people who do these things that with practice I should get better, but I know after time I haven't gotten any better by any objective standard...well then either something is wrong with them or with me, and given there are more of them, then I suppose something is wrong with me.