August 13th, 2006

Sailor Steeler

What goes up...

Every time I begin to feel a little better, I end up feeling far worse afterward.

I know I'm not going to be the best or the brightest. I know I'm not going to be the fastest or the wisest. I struggle against this, but I can deal with that. But it's the idea that even after trying my best, I don't get better, I don't even stay the same. I actually get worse!

I can't deal with the continuing progression that leaves me behind everyone else. If you want to contact me, you know my e-mail.

I quit. Everything. Just no more. No more.