March 2nd, 2008

Sailor Steeler

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When people talk about early childhood memories (like say 4 and under), sometimes I wonder if there isn't something wrong with me. To be honest, I really don't have any.

Sure there are vague, nebulous things I remember, but as far as something regarding a crisp, clean memory, nothing up until the time I was five years old, and even the crisp ones are few and far between.

By the time I started first grade, that's when I feel as though my real self began. Everything else before then was what people said about me and what the pictures on the wall say, but I don't remember that stuff.

I had a weird feeling just now, right before I go to sleep, that when I woke up, I would forget everything. I hope not. I have too many plans to juggle right now.