Nangbaby (nangbaby) wrote,

There's so much to say...and yet none of it comes out...

I think I'm more productive when I'm enraged than at any other time. If I don't have time to think about what I'm doing beyond saying what I have to say, and if people reinforce me with their dislike, then I can keep going. (Positive reinforcement would work in theory, but I've never been able to generate the same amount of love.) I can be determined to do something just to spite someone and to say I suck. Otherwise, I'll have ideas and plans where I start working toward the goal, but I can't finish it. I'm not tired, but I know what I could do and somewhere between step two and three the wall separates action from its conjoined triplets procedure and thought.

So someone pick a fight! Not a pointless one either.

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