Yeah, most people don't remember that, but I do. It was one of the lowest days of my life, to think that as paranoid as I was, the very people I trusted screwed me over for a laugh. Not just personal details about my life, but real names, pictures that I provided.
I was never the most trusting person before then, but I'm sure being called a "creature" based on my looks and a receiving a threat about being punched in the face didn't help.
So then I went to GTF, and I thought this was a batch of people I could trust. But toward the end I saw the same signs happening, and so I hatched my escape plan.
I went to ICVD, and even though I didn't open up as much the same thing happened. I trusted several posters in particular, and they in turn denied me.
I went back to GTF, and thought maybe it was time to open up and start trusting again. Betrayal happens again, even worse.
And now I have this horrible feeling someone is going to betray me yet again, even now I'm not really attached to a board. Is it just paranoia, or is it premonition?
