I have lots inside me that I want to express, but instead of ranting on the corruption of individuals such as Tom Corbett, I am instead depressed beyond all measure. It's been not only months, but years since I've felt this rotten. I've come to accept that I'll always be poor in net worth and as an individual, but now that it comes time to actually work on the things I want to work on, I just can't. I can't find the will to even open up Notepad or MSPaint, or to write the e-mail replies I need to write, or to finish processing videos, or even to organize my postal mail.
I don't want to die...right now I just don't even want to be.